i called zila.she didnt pick up my call.i need some caffein to restore my energy.her white coffee.intentions, to stay up and doing some analyzing data for my chapter 4 in FYP report.what else to do.im so busy.2 days, i had critical headache cause i cant clearly thinking what i've done.since last two days,i've got a nescafe.then till now im still headache and got stomach ache :(( hurts.
for a cup of nescafe, i went to hospital for my gastric purpose last March.a gastric patient cant fully her stomach with caffein.zzzzzzzzzzzzz.come on.im caffein lover.i may sacrifice anything to get one.and, since that time,i didnt take any nescafe.but,yesterday i killed myself cause i had daddy's test.manufacturing design.i cant recalled what i've read because the headache.but,since i close my eyes and try to relate what im learnt before,im answered that questions.im laughing in the hall but at the same moment,dizzy.kepala betul-betul terhuyung hayang.tak tipu :((
just now,i get some rest.dun have any mood since daddy's lab.at 9 pm, i got my nap till 11pm butttttt there's something weird on my maxis phone!
he's called me.no..i mean another him.errrr......iya.iya.the ex-boyfie.haish.he gave me a call then explained something.he said just dont worry.he paid.the amount is soooooooooooooooooo HUGE!and i said ok.im not excited.just feels that i talked with the strangers.he's not the enemy but a friend who i was still respected.honestly,i feels awkward.im not hating him and i dun know where's the love i gave to him in past.it's disappeared.i dont know where.dont ask me.yeah,he's my memory and i need to move on.
i told him once in past.whatever is happened between us,we're friends.no hates.no curse.no and no.and the memory need to be deleted.not for me but for ours :)
thanks mr psp.be nice and success.
eh.mouja called me too.asking for outing tomorrow.ombak rindu movies.but i refused.my money in the purse is less than RM30.how could i jolly or happy?insyaALLAH i can survive.malu nak mintak duit kat parents lagi :(
im sorry guys.bukan sebab nak tengok cerita tu dengan jejaka tapi sebab terpaksa berjimat :)
eh,today jejaka called me more than 7 times.in lab,in class,at room :)) eh.macam orang angau saja.i cant stop smiling again.he's spent his time with friends.probably,he's tired for this night.actually,i want tell him what i did today but its okeyh.after subuh hope he'll call me.i f not,it's okeyh too ;)
now,edited my chapter 3.alhamdulillah.hope ill be doing fine for my FYP.headache come again.i need to go.goodnight!
to you,dont regret.see...you have someone who love u the most.more than i did before :)