just ok

hey love.yesterday im waiting for you for long night but you were tired.

i just lie on my bed and cant sleep.

however,this morning i woke up and see my watch.already 930am.no text.admit.

love,this morning,i met my supervisor.alhamdulillah

my questionnaire had a positive reaction by him.APPROVAL.too early as said.just OK.

act,im lil nervous to see my coursework for techno's subject.the weakest is when i saw my coursework.hate.but,unfair because the marks appeared publicize.the id number,the name and the marks shown to others. i dont like that way.to those who has the highest marks,sounds to be proud.for those who has the lowest marks,sounds loser.hurm.

but,love,alhamdulillah because im satisfied what i got.for individual assignment,alhamdulillah.but,for my second test,it was not good.hurm.keep study but the questions was not exist like i wish.and,for my first test,im sick till admitted in the hospital.remember?the result not so good.im sorry,love.

i want to approach you by text,calls but i dont have to.i miss you.

love,im sorry if im hurt you due to my acts,my words.i didn't mean to hurt you.

if you read this,much love.

good nite,love.

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thank ALLAH.because no mood,no energy and nobody,finally i completed my questionnaire.lil bit nervous to meet my supervisor tomorrow.i dont know whether i got A or not in his subject.PSM.berserah segalanya.

im clicking the alphabets on my lappy and keep staring to my screen.430am.i cant sleep.tough.

im sitting over here and see you was there.i just keep waiting until you finished with your stuff.but,you cant see me who are waiting for you since morning.gosh.

what i feels now?love?hate this.

i know you were tired.till end.

you hit me.and now i can see you.but you were never see me.again.thank you,love.

sorry because i cried again.not for hate.i cried because i love you so much.

sihirkan dia.ayuh!

abang,boleh bagi barang tak?

barang apa?

barang nak lupakan dia.

aku boleh kasik satu barang ni untuk kau lupakan dia tapi kau kena dengar baik-baik.

barang apa?

barang yang lepas jangan dikenang.

(SEPAH,2011)

(~.^).keep learning.keep smiling.